You make me shy
Better days are coming. You’ve been through it all. Now it’s time for you to shine.
- Unknown
I can’t and won’t justify my actions. I don’t need to. I miss you. So I went to go see you. That’s it. Even when you already said you didn’t want company. I apologized for that. I meant it. However, I won’t apologize for bringing up where we stand. I just get thid negative feeling from you. As if you don’t like me or something. I’m not just getting this feeling as of today or something. I’ve had this feeling ever since I left you’re house ready to move on with my life. You said it’s only been a week since you’ve been gone. You make it sound wierd when I say I miss you. In reality I haven’t seen you for almost 3 weeks. Idc what you say or how long you think it’s been. Dude, It’s not like I want a fucking relationship with you or something. I still care about you. I’m sorry I that I do. If I never gave myself away to you, a part of me wouldn’t still be like this. I’m upset at myself for coming to you because I was bored all day, had nothing to do, so I used that excuse to see you . I’m so just hurting myself. Granted, I would have enjoyed your company, yes. But Idk, everytime I try with you, I feel like I’m asking for to much. Shits getting old, redundant and annoying. I want you in my life as a friend, but that’s probably not going to happen. Shits just so one sided. Being a friend shouldn’t be this hard. I want you to tell me not to bother you anymore, so I can fucking leave your ass alone.
Don’t try to rush things that need time to grow.
Want to be a friend, nothing more
